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~ Friday, May 23 ~
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Speaking From Experience…

I loved like i thought i could, 
Would never love again, 
I loved each encounter… this way, 
I loved in awe and with melodic stalking tendencies, 
I loved endlessly and infinitely but may be not infinite because in moments of regret and ending, 
I banished you from my soul, 
I said things to evoke in you the equivalent… 
Equivalence 
The equivalent feelings… Frustrations, within that moment of ending… and endings 
I loved like tomorrow i live for us 
I loved like in you as in God I trust 
I loved under pressure, under stress and with hope in my heart 
i loved and I lost but i gained so much and my five stages of grief happened quicker than most because as fast as the love was, 
the quicker I yearned to move on, 
I mean give up, 
I never fought for you because I was losing myself,  
I blamed myself for our parting because I focused on what I lost 
I wondered 
I spend too much time in wondering and blaming, 
I did the blame dance and I tried to be your friend but at last my self esteem broke through and gave me some unique understanding of my self worth… 
I’m worth more and I am enough, 
At some point we have to forgive us, 
So speaking from experience… 
All is never lost because we always still have ourselves and we are enough. 


© CO1XALT 2014

Speaking From Experience…

I loved like i thought i could, 

Would never love again, 

I loved each encounter… this way, 

I loved in awe and with melodic stalking tendencies, 

I loved endlessly and infinitely but may be not infinite because in moments of regret and ending, 

I banished you from my soul, 

I said things to evoke in you the equivalent… 

Equivalence 

The equivalent feelings… Frustrations, within that moment of ending… and endings 

I loved like tomorrow i live for us 

I loved like in you as in God I trust 

I loved under pressure, under stress and with hope in my heart 

i loved and I lost but i gained so much and my five stages of grief happened quicker than most because as fast as the love was, 

the quicker I yearned to move on, 

I mean give up, 

I never fought for you because I was losing myself,  

I blamed myself for our parting because I focused on what I lost 

I wondered 

I spend too much time in wondering and blaming, 

I did the blame dance and I tried to be your friend but at last my self esteem broke through and gave me some unique understanding of my self worth… 

I’m worth more and I am enough, 

At some point we have to forgive us, 

So speaking from experience… 

All is never lost because we always still have ourselves and we are enough. 

© CO1XALT 2014


~ Monday, April 21 ~
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Thoughts…

your loneliness is honestly all you will truly have to deal with in this life…. once you realize bad people can be left alone, people that let you down really are going through their own drama’s and learning’s, and everything else is your choice to participate in maybe because there’s a deeper truth about yourself that you don’t want to or your not ready to see yet…. *side note - all the things you would give others please give it to yourself, you deserve that and much more.

#HigherLearnings #CO1xALTPonderings #MindStreams #EnlightenmentJourney


~ Sunday, April 20 ~
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FIN81 

COMING SOON…!!!


~ Thursday, April 3 ~
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FLEETING FAILURES
Why do we feel we failed in our leaps of faith and risk, is it because we fell and feel foolish, is it because we didn’t expect things to change, or get that real and leave us with a choice, a choice to stay within it or leave, I want to redesign the language used, ‘another failed relationships’ i want to say it was you not me, i want to say there is nothing wrong with me, and you had more issues than i could manage, i want to say things i don’t mean, i want to hold on firmly to a more brave, proud and sure sense of myself, rather than settle for your bullshit, the language must change and i must make less harmful choices, there’s a lesson in it all, i embrace my lesson and i wish to not learn it again, i wish to love again but let that time come when it will. 
Higher Learnings. 
CO1xALT 

FLEETING FAILURES

Why do we feel we failed in our leaps of faith and risk, is it because we fell and feel foolish, is it because we didn’t expect things to change, or get that real and leave us with a choice, a choice to stay within it or leave, I want to redesign the language used, ‘another failed relationships’ i want to say it was you not me, i want to say there is nothing wrong with me, and you had more issues than i could manage, i want to say things i don’t mean, i want to hold on firmly to a more brave, proud and sure sense of myself, rather than settle for your bullshit, the language must change and i must make less harmful choices, there’s a lesson in it all, i embrace my lesson and i wish to not learn it again, i wish to love again but let that time come when it will. 

Higher Learnings. 

CO1xALT 


~ Saturday, March 22 ~
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FREESTYLIN’

…the flow is never microscopic, you don’t understand that I’m not just here to profit…. CO1xALT 


~ Sunday, February 9 ~
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LAST LOVE 

LAST LOVE 


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~ Tuesday, January 28 ~
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CO1xALT Ponderings….

…are we becoming different people or just the same, the same as we used to be, time just reveals parts of we.